~DuYunG~~

2006-09-30T13:43:00.000+08:00

HMmmm.. SOmEthinG's NeW?

2006-07-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

Oh well, just finish with our gamelan performance at the asian civilisation museum.. It's kinda cool and i, personally enjoyt the performance.. the ,ayor and some ministers join in the performance as well.. they are quite good for beginneers... gee... Anyway, after that we went to have dinner at marina's mac's then go and watch the Bay Beach(bay beats).. that's how i pronounced it initially and got laughed by the rest.. oh well.. got so stuffy in there then we went to marina square and surf the net.. kinda cooling and now it's the time i update my blog... got some photos to share...

ThE GameLaN ClaN

AnD not forgetting.. myself...(got my hair digital perm)

Bout me and Ray, we are still cool, just going things rather slow..so that we could get to know each other more better.. nothing much.. it's just that i really miss him a lot.. been bout nearly two weeks i've yet to meet him.. yeah..wat to do... patience is within me...

I've started my diploma class and initially I was getting quite excited, but later after few class.. I'm getting more tired and sleepy... and oh my god...ASSIGNMENTS!!! then EXAMS!!! Arghh.. dunno whether i could hold that pressure any longer....

A nEw BoYfrIENd, a New LiFe?

2006-06-15T19:50:00.000+08:00

Gee.. not too sure bout that.. yup, got myself a boyfriend, his name is Ray and working as a.. got la.. anyway, it feels so good to fall in love again.. that happiness and jealousness, i mean.. he always makes me laugh and happy that's the most important thing.. hee hee... so, it've been a week already and i feel as if we have known for so long.. gee.. i just met him yesterday and started to miss him already!!! wanna see his pic? i've got one.. there it is:

Ray & Sya
Oh ya.. Ashira my friend at last got enganged to the man she loves.. For me, it is just teh beginning and really hope everything goes fine.. got some pics of her engangement.

The girls @ ashira's engangement
Tat's no new life for me.. just cool.. same.. it's just this love we are having..i think it's cool.. wat the hell i'm talking about?! All i wanna say is that ... yup... i knew you know it..! I feel the same way too..

WaT A pRoGrEsS PacKaGe...

2006-04-30T21:59:00.000+08:00

Gee... it've been quite sometime now since i've last updated my blog.. Lots and lots of thing shappening in my life.. but ge... I can't really remember all that happen to write in here.. let's start with the progress package cause that's the last thing that i could remember.. I just pamper myself buying an 18k white gold chain with a pendant and a comfortable big and long bolster.. Oh yes, I've own myself a 3G hp which my dad present it to me.. kinda surprised tho.. so now i've no worries of buying a new phone.. just maybe a digicam when i got my bonus end of this year..
I've also registered a part time diploma course, and that cost nearly 3K after subsidy.. kinda tough for me to pay but insyaallah la... so, no more shopping the next three months.. gee... boyfriend? nah.. still not being owned yet.. hahhahaha.. looks like i've to differ my bike's practical lesson due to school fees.. sighh...anyways.. will try to solve my problems one by one..
Wat else.. gee.. I think that's bout it.. oh yeah.. I really would like to apologise to Jiani for troubling her to help me finding a job.. It's just that maybe i think i'm still not ready to change my current job.. gee.. kinda tough for me to explain things to her.. but if you read this blog of mine, please accepty my apology...

A pic of OMM during the performance at telok ayer cc

The recent pic of the 5 of us...

Anyone KeeN to Go for The COnCerT?

2006-03-13T13:59:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. how should i start.. It've been quite sometime since i last update my blog.. lots and lots of things been happening in my life.. Like, having fun in JB again,. fun @ east coast playing in the rain with my orchestra friends, orchestra performances, gonna take my diploma soon in aug.. and oh yes.. I'm going for the theory lesson tomorrow and my 1st practical for my bike lesson.. so.. wish me all the best!!! Hmm.. might be going JB again end of this month.. and...upcoming concert this 25th March 2006 @ Marsiling CC tickets @ $5..Anyone keen please sms me...

HapPY VaLeNtinE'S DaY!!!

2006-02-14T20:04:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day people out there!!! Yup I'm still single.. oh.. Got date with Yanie.. Hahha.. just going out for dinner.. LoLz.. Hmm.. Nothing much to update.. oh ya.. I pass my gce o level english paper.. oklah.. pass la.. hehehhehe although not to my expectations.. But I still can't make up my mind of taking wat course next.. It's either diploma in Early childhood, cert in infant and toddler or cert in speech and drama.. anyway, got new pic.. This one is my new hairdo whisch was set at JB.. Lolz.. only at that very day only nice.. now like what like that...
oh ya.. bout the trip.. i did my hair and went for body massage.. was screaming all the way... hahhahha..Hmm.. nothing else la i think... eh..eh.. got.. got.. I think I gonna get bankrupt soon.. just shopped for another pair of shoes.. so total of 5 pairs of shoes this month which I've bought...

Yipeee...GoodbYe Old Hair...

2006-02-04T07:25:00.000+08:00

Let me see.. where should i start.. nothing new..
This month really shopped a lot... so far i bought 2 sandals from charles and keith, 2 handbags, 2 tops and 3 b***!!! gosh... can't resist the sale and discounts!!! Thought of buying a new handphone tho'.. maybe the next pay.. hehehhehe.. but now I really can't wait to go Jb and get my hair done.. hope it's cheap there..
Say goodbye to my old hair.. gee.. actually me, miss siti, miss lim and her bro going JB today after work.. dunno la.. kinda exicted,wanna do my hair and some shopping i guess.. hope there's no traffic jam.. gosh.. can't imagine if we actually postponed the trip because of the jam.. arghh... anyway, got some nice pics taken on our last day of course... check these out!!!

You GoTTa EaT this.. YuMMy From Delifrance!!

SmILe

ClOSe BuDDies

Phew.. everything's OVER!!!!!!

2006-01-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

Yeah2... First things first.. I've passed my practicum for my fundamental course.. Yipee.. Just had my written exam.. And it was like oklah.. can do lor.. just wait and see for the results la.. Geee... Nothing special going on.. Been talking with this guy, Fir.. still NS tho' but oklah.. just talk as friends.. He's very annoying but sometimes makes me laugh... heehee... Another thing is that.. got my nose pierced three days ago.. it was cool!! Here's the pic...

WhAt On EaRth Is GoinG On foR 20O6?!!!

2006-01-04T18:12:00.000+08:00

My celebration for New Year was kinda lame.. just countdown at Woodlands.. ya, i know.. very lame.. Anyway I was very tired... perform for the Azam concert earlier that evening.. The concert was fine.. siti and jiani went to see.. My family too.. I was glad that they came.. jiani and siti gave me this small gift of spell..something like that la.. It was cute but true... Hmm.. No need to understand bout this.. le it be a secret between the three of us..
Then I got to know that another two of my coursemates couldn't make it for the bangkok trip.. I was totally disappointed in that!!! Cause it's like we've been always look forward for this trip and it's just next month.. I've renewed my passport, michelle has called for enquiries and shit happened... so left just me and michelle.. which i dun think the trip would be safe and fun!!! Arghhhh... forget it!!!
My practicum is just around the corner.. in three weeks time.. kinda nervous..tho' I'll be teaching my own kids..
When I was on the way here.. there's two niggas walking past me.. and one of them stopped me and talked to me.. What the fuck!!!! These people really have nothing else better to do!!! I did tell them that i'm attached.. and what he told me was "I would like to be attach with you too." Gosh.. Get a life.. Really can't be bothered with these people... I'm so stressed up already and these people make me so tense.. I just walked away, ignoring them!!!
Now, my stepbro and stepsis are staying with us.. It's kinda hard to accept someone who's new living with us.. but.. i have to for my mom.. What do u think? I still remember that me and my stepsis supposed to share my room and she left the room that night.. i think her phone was ringing.. Then the next thing i know the next morning when i woke up she was sleeping at the sofa outside.. And now my parents blamed me for not inviting her to sleep together... What the fuck???!!!! I was very pissed.. just tell them that she left the room and i was too tired to talk to her.. I'll be working the next day anyway!!! And yesyerday, both my stepbro and stepsis slept outside again.. this time i've already tell her to sleep in my room.. and she decides that!!! I'm not gonna say any further.. Let them be la.. If they started to be very irritating towards me... I think I'll just go ahead with my plan...
Tomorrow is my birthday.. but i've still have no plans.. no mood anyway!!!!!

so HappY ToDaY!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-26T16:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was one of my happiest day in my life... i went to janah's bro's wedding at hougang then to the airport to meet my sec school friends.. the four of us.. Ash, Mad and Ct.. Ash touchdown at 5pm so we meet late.. then we had dinner @ swensens.. It was a treat from Ct and Ash.. Then they gave me an advanced birthday present.. A pair of white gold earrings from citigems.. It is really beautiful.. I was touched.. Gee.. Ash had a white gold necklace while Ct receive a Mp3 player for their birthdays.. I gave them christmas presents.. they seemed to like them.. So everyone's happy... Too bad Faz not there.. Actually I miss her.. I heard that her grandpa's really sick in the hospital.. so maybe perhaps some other time we shall meet.. Then after dinner i met up Fir and Ian.. we went online at the cyber cafe.. and i met some "old" chetters online and we chat.. oh yes.. This coming sat(31st Dec 2005) is the Azam concert, I'll be performing.. it's at Marsiling CC tickets at $2 each.. Re assured it will be satisfying!!!! Call me those who wants to watch!!!I'll update any new photos once ready... Ciao...

Merry Christmas!!!

2005-12-16T14:54:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas my friends.. I'm so happy... cause I'm gonna end this course soon in late Jan then.. off to thailand.. just renewed my passport yesterday.. cool.. Hmm.. wat else.. Kinda bored cause sian.. no bf.. so never go out watch movie or walk2 romantically... Maybe not the time yet..Gee..oh yes.. last sat me and my coursemates went clubbing at asoka.. It was so nice.. i mean the doorman.. eh no..no.. the bouncers.. bout two or three of them.. so CUTE!!!! especially the one who open the door... sweet.... can't wait to have his name and number.. my friend will handle that... alright... will update more!!! I'm gonna miss you boi..my bouncer from asoka..

Marie will always be Marie....

2005-10-29T17:28:00.000+08:00

Geee.. You know something. Sometimes.. I've tried to changed for a better.. Wat I'm trying to say is I just wanna be a nice girl next door.. You get what i mean? Not with my neighbours but.. just myself.. I wanna be nice, good, lovely.. but yeah.. I dun think I could.. I just can't be the perfect girl...everything in a package.. Look at siti nurhaliza for instance.. she's pretty. good voice, she gets eveything she wants..
Let's put that aside.. dun wanna think so much bout that.. Wat's new here..? Ahhh.. I've started my fundamental teaching course in CPT.. Well, just got over with one of my assignments today.. It was ok la.. Manage to get the whole play humourous as well... And everyone was just laughed and laughed...
Fasting month have been a great month.. testing your patience.. Of course will get hungry at times but.. it was ok.. I've yet to skip any of my fast.. Can't wait to get done with raya.. save up some money.. cause I'll be going Thailand after chinese new year next year!!!!! Yippeeee!!!! Shopping!!!!
Nope.. no new pics for this time around.. Actually I wanna get myself a digital camera but.. i dun think i could save up that much.. just wait till someone give me as a gift then(wait long2!!!).. hahhahha...Alright.. gtg.. I'll update again.. say... next month? See bout it!!! Happy Holidays!!!

holla people..

2005-09-14T19:06:00.000+08:00

Thanks so much for your compliments.. it've been bout a month or so since i last log in.. oh well.. not much difference except I'm having a new haircut and two new specs but his one seem to be my fav.. check this out..

Other than that... hmm celebrate my teacher's day with the other teacher.. we actually had a WAT THE F%#@ dinner but had wonderful time at double O.. it was cool..
Then...oh ya... me and some orchestra friends had a wonderful time at Sentosa although it was raining cats and dogs.. hahha.. and i actually lost my friendship ring.. arghh.. Yanie gonne kill me for sure.. i think i'll just replace a new one then... gee...Sorry bout that yanie.. watever it is.. we are cool right? gee..

HaPPy DaY FoR ME!!

2005-08-13T19:12:00.000+08:00

Hahahha... yup happy day instead.. although i missed my orchrestra practice today, i really had a good day!! I met up with Miss Siti for a free makeover.. It takes long hours but.. gosh.. i can't believe that i had a crush with the photographer himself.. he's cute, tall and u know la.. my type.. a chinese tho'! He's married but who cares!!! Hahahahha.. Gonna miss him...Thomas.. yup.. that's his name... but nevermind, will meet him on 9th Sep..to collect my makeover pics.. Bitchy huh? That's me... hahhahaha... Then i actually purchase two of other shots which cost me $30.. Not worth but.. it's ok.. It've been so long since i had my makeover.. Here are some of the photo shots took from my own camera phone...
Sweet huh?

That's the way to smile...

MumMy"s BirThdaY

2005-08-03T19:11:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday mummy.. gee.. i really have hard time to find a birthday present.. but at last yesterday me and yanie shared and bought my mom 2 gold rings from Poh Heng.. It was nice and beautiful.. so is the money.. hehehe... the brooch which i've bought earlier on.. well.. decided to keep it for someone else's birthday.. dunno la.. see la.. Hmm.. wat else.. oh ya, yanie bought ourselves a friendship rings.. with our names engraved in it.. it was cool.. and.. i'll be having a national day performance on this sat 6th aug at near woodlands stadium.. come la eh.. those who read this blog.. time: bout 7pm i think.. on sun will be going to jb with yanie to send some cloth for tailoring for the hari raya..
Today I actually teach the class, at last.. just to show my principal and see how it is.. she says the chances are high but still not confirmed.. have to wait lor.. i really hope i could be a real teacher for now.. hmm.. alright.. tat's bout it..

Weeks haVe PassED...

2005-07-10T17:56:00.000+08:00

Yup.. weeks have passed..lots of things happened!! Actually...there are good news, bad news, sad news... good news is i went shopping I got a lot of stuff like my new off shoulder shirt, new black pants, new belt, and new undies..e erkk.. ok.. and oh ya.. an Mp3 player.. recently changed to samsung YEPP.. cause tat local brand..LEMON.. urkk.. not my type i guess.. so tat's good enuff.. sad news.. my contract for working at the childcare centre will end soon..most prob by end of this month.. or the latest by this september.. gosh!!!!! And the sad news.. I'll miss my kids!!! my 'daughter' and my 'son'.. another thing is that i've been looking and e-mailing resumes for jobs but no response.. tat's really bad..

that's ah teng and jun ning..(they are my very favourites!!!)
Let's forget bout tat for a moment.. me and jason(fir's boyfriend) went to the turf club... gee.. for the soundwave concert.. not horse betting eh!! hehhe.. alright.. it was a crowd.. collecting our goodie bags and stuff.. we didn't really see the other shops.. but grab some seats for the upcoming performance by the PACT.. It was facinating!!! Cool.. with fireworks and stuff like that.. singers like eka, ismail, jessie oh ya.. taufik was there as well.. the ensembles were great!! much better than the previous soundmave which i can't deny that..
Bout tomorrow... i dunno whether i should take a day off to lookout for jobs or just work.. I'm really stressed up with this.. luckily i've yet to resign from my part time barista.. just have to be patient i guess...

WaT A SaTuRdAy!!!

2005-06-18T11:39:00.000+08:00

Well, well... so wat's new, wat's hot? Ohh.ya, tat Wednesday.. i supposed to have a date but he stood me up.. obviously he left me after he saw me!!! Yes... I'm telling this to everyone.. cause some men out there just not growing up!! Not gentleman enough to meet me up, instead makes me wait!!! How could a 27-yr old asst engineer did this to me? You know how FuCkinG pissed I am? Making a lady wait for a man? WAt the FuCK!! Fine.. fine.. I'm getting over it.. It's over, but yes I could still not forgive him..
Today, it's a saturday morning... where I thought we could actually go to Sentosa for a swim, but it rained this morning.. and we cancelled it in case it might rain again.. gee.. Now me and sofian are at capitol building surfing the net.. he's busy chatting while me just checking my e-mails and stuff.. Gee... Later we might be watching a movie and just walk around.. Well.. hope to enjoy myself cause lately I've been quite moody..Yalah..u imagine la.. being stood up by a date(gosh.. i can't believe i'm saying it again!!), my the other date ignores me(think so or he's just busy?)..then i can't go sun tanning.. And now I'm stuck here.. waiting for time to pass...
Ohh.. the other date.. he's not really my date but.. we've met once.. I think I liked him.. but..he's always busy..hmm.. should i tell him or not?Maybe I should... just tell him.. If the response is good we'll just go on.. if not.. it's like NEXT!!! hahahhaha.. sometimes i'll just say only but dun really dare to do so.. See how.. he've not e-mail me for the past two days now..I really dunno wat to do...

FEeLinG SAd & BluE...

2005-06-13T11:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. wondering me blogging at this hour? oh well, I had a time off from work.. actually got some cramps and anyway.. i still can't get over bout yesterday's conversation with dad.. I just couldn't take it.. Rather not saying bout it right now.. All i wanna say is I love my family... I'm trying to treasure it.. That's the thing bout broken families you know.. just can't get them back together.. All having their own lives.. Well, i think i should do that as well.. Getting my own life? yeah.. maybe i should but.... how? i hate myself.. always being blur.. fickle minded.. a follower!! i wanna be independent for once!!! Could i? Can one la... Dun tell me I'm suffering from "KKS"(Kekurangan Kasih Sayang)? NC(No comments).....
Got another jigsaw puzzle which my younger bro bout it for me.. it's so cute!! I love it.. love it very the much...

Just love being a mermaid!!!!!

very tired week...

2005-06-05T16:07:00.000+08:00

Yup.. last friday me and kinderland teachers and childrenm went for a school excursion aat singapore changi airport.. we were so excited at first... you know la.. the kids can't wait to see the aeroplanes while me and some teachers can't wait to see hot guys there... hahahhahha... it was very exciting indeed.. we didn't do there direct, indeed we stop at tanah merah and took a train to changi airport.. it was a first time experience for me too.. it was cool... and the train reallt stop directly at the airport u know!!!! hahahha.. i just got to know tat.. dun laugh at me..

Ms Lim, Me, Ms Siti
On Sat, me and sofian went to the balloon hat festival at Sentosa.. it was great, a little sunny tho'.. been perspiring all over.. there are some bands performing such as ang mo kio sec, xinmin sec, st pats and some other bands which i couldn't remember.. Oklah... we miss the march down thingy cause we were in a hurry for yanie's bro wedding dinner.. Oh ya.. me and sofian took a pic before going for the dinner.. Talking bout the dinner, it was quite grand la.. oklaah... with those typical mat motors.. oh ya.. there was a breakdance performance as well.. but it was not worth aat all.. which cost $600.. Wat the F***!! Damn f***ing expensive.. not worth.. and it wasn't that entertaining as well..But overall was good ..maybe bacause of the food.. it was yummylicious!!!

Sofian and me taken before the dinner

Gee....

2005-06-02T21:05:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. yeah,sometimes i've been wondering what have i been doing all these while... busy working, sometimes would goout with my friends.. every fridays will go to my english night class.. but the thing is that i hardly have time fot my homeworks.. I've so many of them..but no time to do... dunno why leh.. Gee.. last sat, my bro got an open house.. bust and tiring day.. then the next day, went to visit abg jais in hospital.. got high blood pressure.. maybe so long "never get".. hahahaha.. just getting bitchy.. then.. me, sofian and haikal went to compass point and eat at banquet.. oh ya, they bought me another puzzle.. with ariel of course!! and i manage to fixed it on the same night.. cause i didn't get to sleep till around 3am..

Yup..this is the one.. Isn't it beautiful?But manage to put it in frame yesterday..
This sat.. gotta go to yanie's bro's dinner.. wondering wat to wear..hmm.. then the next day working at coffee bean.. gosh.. must be a tiring weekend.. tomorrow is my engslish class but still yet to do my homework.. gosh... I just hope i won't fail my english this time!!!!! StressZZ....
oh yar, last two days i went to mustaffa center tot of but an Mp3 but the colour is out of stock.. in the end i bought a bottle of perfume.. ahh.. wat's that brand.. it's a new one from.. S...... F..... yeah.. something like that la.. hahhahaha.. then we meet up with indra and have dinner.. it was costly.. but very worth cause it's so yummy!!!! I loikee...

A photo of me with fairul's green specs!!!

RaIN..RaiN.. Go AwaY!!

2005-05-21T14:52:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. yup.. it is raining cats and dogs here.. I've finished work at 2pm just now.. Actually supposed to meet CT but she's got something on first, so i tot i could just browse thru my e-mails while waiting for her call.. Just dun tell me it's cancelled!! gosh.. I'm all dressed up now, but a little drenced from the heavy rain just now.. Gee..Anyway, this is pic of me and yana.. collegue of mine in school..

Miss Sya & Miss Yana

Hmmm...

2005-05-15T15:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm... it've been so long since I've last wrote my blog.. Yesterday my brother officially moved into his new house just nearby with ours.. didn't help him much.. cause i went out with Ai Hwa yesterday.. we have lunch at changi airport.. hahahahha.. i know.. i know.. it's like.. wat the.. like no other place right? and we had swensen.. it was great!! it's just that it have been a long time we have not been there.. It was nice indeed..looking at the scenery.. not much la.. but u know la.. wash eyes.. hahhahaha! Then we went back to hougang cause ai hwa wanna set her hair for her fren's wedding dinner.. it was actually kinda stress up.. cause she got nothing interesting to wear... at last.. she just wear something simple with make up.. and i lend her my earrings and necklace.. and my pink shawl to tie ard her hips.. now, she look much much better!! Trust me..This is her pic after everything's on her.

that's ai hwa...
Today just finish work at coffee bean, then i went to checkout my mails and update my blog.. not forgetting, retrieving my cuz's photos.. she sent it through a webby.. it's she and her irish friend... i can tell you.. she's really on with irish boys!!! gee.. not bad la.. they are cute tho'..

that's cuz and.. hmmm.. "irish boy"?
Alright.. new pics of mine.. let's see.. i got one with indra and i think it's nice... ok, nothing else now.. gotta get home and call up a fren of mine...!!!! Good day people!!!

kembarz

wat a damn fucking day!!!

2005-04-21T14:08:00.000+08:00

Oh yes.. indeed it is a damn fucking day!!!! Well, it's like this.. actually i'm suppose to fast this whole week but only manage to fast the first two days.. then lazy already.. see la..!! How to diet now?!! Then..I suppose to go home from 1230pm just now.. but in the end I'm stuck here at work cause I forgot to bring my house keys!!! Arghhhh!!! So now I have to wait till 4pm!! Sigh... Oh Ya.. another thing, I suppose to jog later in the evening.. but my parents will be back late.. so there's no way for me to go back home and change.. Boring sia... But the good thing is that... i manage to surf online at my work place for free!! No big deal anyway..Cause I'll still be bored!! Ok..ok.. one more day, it's a saturday..oh ya.. I'll be working half day.. sun, working at coffee bean.. What the..F.. gimme a break man!!!

Just another pic of me!!

another week have passed by...

2005-03-27T15:27:00.000+08:00

Last week i've registered to retake my english O level this year. that cost bout $135.. I'm just scared bout the paper especially oral.. u know la.. those picture discription and stuff like that.. wah liau.. Like cannot make t like that, but i really hope there's at least a C5 for my english paper.. Just came back from coffee bean. And it's like raining cats and dogs. so I decided to chill at the internet cafe for a while and checkout my emails.. and of course cuz'z pic.. always forget to see it.. she sent me her pic with a new haircut online.. so I have to go to the website and stuff like that. So now I have her pic saved already and let me tell you she look gorgeous this time with her new haircut...

Cuz's new haircut

Me at the singapore conference hall watching some bands practising for the syf indoor competition

WeiRd DreAmS???!

2005-03-22T15:10:00.000+08:00

I kept thinking bout this dream of mine, which i had weeks ago.. bout these three guys who fall in love with me, but the ting is these three guys have totally different personailties, Guy A, is recommanded by a friend of mine whom I dun really remembered who, .. he got nearly everything that a woman want but he's an indian.. YUCKS!!! I know.i know.. being racist right? not really i just dun really like to have anything got to do with indians.. Had enough with the attitude of indians.. Guy B, is someone who's rich!! I loikee... But.. you know la.. being rich doesn't mean everything, although i love men with lots of money.. they caneven buy love or other women u know.. gee.. And lastly this Guy C, he's the most good looking one!!! He's totally YUMMY!!! But again.. the worse thing that could happen is.. sofian could take him away from me!!! Hahhahhaha.. that was just a joke.. I'm giving the point here tho'.. He's so cute and handsome that any girls or gays could take him from me.. Gee.. I dun want that to happen.. No way.. And the conclusion of this dream is that I have to choose one of these three guys, but i couldn'tt remember who i chose.. anyway this stupid dream of mine will never come true.. I know la.. cause I've already tell you guys.. and i could even keep thinking bout it.. But what if this dream really come true..?? How should I choose? The thing which is weird is that why me? why they fall in love with me and not with other girls out there? Gee.. Let's not talk bout this anymore.. Got these new pics that I got to show you guys..

Bro's new family

Aunty Sya & Izzsufi

NeVer BeeN BeTTer....

2005-03-07T18:56:00.000+08:00

Yup.. I'm feeling good.. been doing a lot and lots of shopping actually till I'm broke now.. Gee.. I bought myself bout 5 skirts which cost bout $60 in all.. cheap huh? Wanna know where i bought them can just ring me.. I'll tell you bout it.. and I bought tops too.. Hmm.. bout 6 tops.. roughly bout less than $100.. My mom nearly kill me cause of this.. hee hee.. On 4/3/2005 was my cousin'd b'day, simply dunno wat to buy for her so I decided to buy her the coffee bean mug with my staff voucher.. Bought for sofian a big Ernie for his b'day present.. nothing much happen.. trying to congrats myself for cutting down of smoking to 2 sticks a day.. gonna quit soon i guess.. Here are some pics taken last week..

The TwINs.. me & Indra

Ian & new Ernie

NeW HaiRCuT

2005-02-22T15:15:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. I got a new haircut but I've yet to take pictures of my new haircut. Shorter la.. but my collegues said that I look better this way. So, i take that as a compliment then.. gee!~ Got a lot of things to type down actually but now busy talking with sofian so can't really concentrate.. Dun worry I'll attach my pic another time so that u guys can see my new haircut!! Later...

so BorED!!!

2005-02-15T14:51:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. that goes without saying.. I'm so bored.. Busy working, wasted my valentine day just like tat!! Anyway, I dun have a date so it dun really bothered me tat much!! Met up with Yanie after work yesterday.. just chill around since we did not meet for quite sometime.. Then she met her boyfriend.. while I meet meet this date of mine.. and he's so cute!! Tall, tanned, and of course handsome.. Rich guy I can say.. got a car u know.. Then we went shopping and watch a movie.. that romantic movie, forget wat's the title.. Then he send me home and leave my cheek a kiss.. romantic right? Then ohh yes, he gave me this white gold necklace before saying goodbye... yeah.. i know.. you guys are jealous... hahhahaha..and then.... Ok this spoils everything.. My hp alarm keep on ringing tat I have to wake up!!!! Wat the fuck!!! Sadly.. yup!!! It's only a dream.... oh my... why a dream.. why not in reality?!!! When I keep thinking bout it.. I laugh!!! Hahahahha which rich guy would wanna in a relationship with me? Gee.. Not only rich, a cute and handsome and tall.. tanned.. ouhh.... can't resist it!! alright..alright. I'll stop dreaming now... HahahhahA!! Some pics taken days ago...

taken at sentosa after bathe

1 of my own makeover photos..

SeLaMat PenGanTiN BaRu!!

2005-02-04T19:24:00.000+08:00

Yeah, it dedicates to a dear fren of mine, Nur Fazlina.. Congrats to Faz and hubby, Mahdi.. Hope they'll be together forever sampai ke anak cucu orang katakan!! Gee... I'm so happy to see Faz getting married.. They are just so romantic.. Hmm... For me, I'm joining back on line.. still got another 4 of my frens then it will be my turn.. hehehhehe..
In case anybody asked me & Halik.. we are off!! Yeah.. told him so last night.. I really can't stand to be a fool anymore.. giving me lame excuses!! It's like wat the FuCK!! Yup.. I'm just disappointed in him!! Very the much.. but nope I dun hate him.. it's just that my love fades day by day since he went M.I.A.. bout 3 weeks ago.. I relised that we shouldn't have started on at the first place... but things happened.. and life's go on for me...
Currently been talking to another new fren, his name is zameer. we got to know thru hi5.. nice fellow to chat with tho'..we are just freiends.. not more than that..I'm trying not to give up on relationship and the same time, trying to be more careful in choosing men in my life... those who interested* can fill in apllication aight?!

*terms and conditions apply

MahDi & FaZ

Me & FaZ

so happy to meet my sis..

2005-01-25T15:12:00.000+08:00

Yeah, i manage to see my sis after so long.. she's so cute.. I went to my dad's on Hari RAya Haji, i get to eat my dad's homemade "lepat" it's was delicious but a little bit hard tho'.. i took some shots with my sis..this is one of 'em..

Bintang & Marie

and me of course..
Hmm.. bout me and him.. nothing much.. nothing at all i can say. Dunno la.. when he likes he'll sms me.. that's nothing new.. let's not mention bout him.gotta get back to work now.. laterr..

What's happening here?!!!

2005-01-20T15:15:00.000+08:00

How do I start about here? Well, only after one week then he called me!! It's like.. hello? where have you gone?!! I'm surprised that he called me the other night actually... Well, of course la.. I thought it's over between us you see.. as i was saying.. we dun really talked much, i was having a flu.. Hmm.. I really dunno wat's goin on here...!!! It's like.. who am I to him? Why can't he just call me for a min.. "suka-suka " him one leh.. wan to call, dun wanna call!! Angry? Of course I am!!!!! who's not right?!!! haiya.. these kinda thing not so important to me anymore.. i'll just leave it to fate.. All i know.. I have friends who always out there been supporting me.. sofian, yanie.. and some other close friends.. "Dun worry bout a thing, cause every lil thing gonna be alright..." remember that soundtrack in shark tales.. alright gotta go back to work now.. keep on tagging ppl.. i know have not done much improvement on my blog.. will sooon.. dunno when la.. if i got time..!! Laterr...

WhAt a LiFe!!

2005-01-15T14:25:00.000+08:00

Gosh.. I just dunno wat's up with me..? Well, actually nothing really wrong with me, it's just that.. you know wat can I say.. It's bout me and Halik.. believe it or not, he have not call me for the past 5 days!!! FIVE fucking days!!! Wat the ... rite? yeah i know.. I'm worried wat really happen to him.. I've tried calling and smsin him but there's no reply.. could something bad happen to him?! ChoI!!!! Let's not say that... ok.. fine.. then wat actually happen here??!!! an anyone advice me..? Can be bothered to write to teens or teenage and tell aggie my problem!!! Hahhahaha that's a joke of course!! Well..well.. wat can I think of.. dunno la.. but if u ask how i feel rite now.. I dun really miss him that much, just worried tat's all.. love? Hmm.. only time tells... guys.. u know la full of promises..

girls tell me tell you an advice.. tell these bOys off, if they can't fulfill the first promise dun bother to make another promise!!! True? Anyone agree with me? alrite..alrite.. can't really be bothered with these things.. all i know.. i work.. make my family happy.. got money, SHOPPING!!!!! That's what i'm gonna do rite now... I'm going shopping with my bitch.. erkk i mean.. one of my close frens, YanIE!!! Later.... Be HaPpY!!!

My 23Rd BiRthDay!!

2005-01-05T14:05:00.000+08:00

Happy NeW YeaR!! ANs HAppy BirthDay To Me!! Gee.. i know..i know.. I'm already 23 today and it's like..hmm..dunno eh.. nothing much difference.. its the same old me!! Yesterday me and halik went and meet janah, my close sec sch fren, just to pass her faz's invitation wedding card.. went for a dinner then halik send me home, he purposely waited till 12am just to wish my happy b'day, sweet of him but i still think my kids can sing much better than him!! Hahahhahah!! Today when i got to school, one of my kids sang me a b'day song.. I was shocked how come she knew it's my b'day.. so sweet of her!! I gave my kids a lollipop each.. In the end before i went off, all of them sand a b'day song for me.. gee.. i love them..Yeah.. I've already got some early b'day gifts..Thanks to some of my friends.. wat else eh? oh yah.. i bought myself a new camera phone which I've always wanted.. a E600C samsung.. oklah kan... so i took some pics using my hp..tomorrow will be having a small celebration at civic, just cut cake only.. i've invited some frens but dunno whether they'll be comin.. gee..

some gifts from my friends, mad, ash, faz and ct

Me and halik... Hey I'm Talking to U!!!! U dare to sleep!!

MeRRY ChRiStMAS AnD A HAppY NeW YeAr!!!!

2004-12-24T16:34:00.000+08:00

Merry christmas people.. I've been doing fine.. can't wait for the christmas celebration at Coffee bean later tonight!!! I dunno how's it gonna be like but I really hope it's gonna be FUN!! Me now at Yanie's.. waiting for her to dress up and we'll be goin to town later.. for wat? see christmas trees..!! Hahhahhaha.. just walk2 see lights.. gee.. it've been bout 4 months since I last went there..Me and Halik still on.. as usual.. nothing much to talk bout! We are going fine.. My b'day coming.. dun really expect much.. cause my life is still the same, or should i say wosrt when my age grows for another year.. Geee!! Dun really wanna talk bout that.. Got to go.. will get back later.. Till now... Signing off...

Wat A Day Yesterday... Graduation Day for K2!

2004-12-03T10:57:00.000+08:00

I was very tired and too sleepy i guess.. I think I slept and 9pm and it's like so early. I woke up bout 4.30am this morning.. It was graduation day for K2 yesterday and they held a concert whereby all classes performed.. I guess they have done really well..singing and dancing there's even an act.. These kids are really talented aren't they? Hmm.. Later I've to report work in the afternoon again then will be going to one of my good friends in sec school.. She'll be getting married.. I think I\ll be bringing my camera and take some pics with her and my other sec friends.. talking bout picss.. here are some updated pics since hari raya...

tp friends and nico and bf

tp friends and me!!

Bon Voyage Bro, Donny....

2004-11-22T10:50:00.000+08:00

Gosh.. I just got to know yesterday that my bro, dzul will be going to hongkong for the ice hockey tournament... Why am I the last one to know?! I was a bit sad.. cause I'm gonna miss him for nearly two whole weeks!!!! Hmm... Just like the other time when he went to canada, when I'm kinda miss him, I would always go inside his room and look around..still thinking he's still at home.. alright..alright.. I'm being emotional now..!! Gee.. I just will pray for him happy go, and happy return.. in malay, selamat pergi, selamat pulang.. erkk.. samelah kan..
Yesterday I went walk walk hari raya (jalan raya) with Halik and his friends.. had so much fun, and manage to visit nearly all the houses, cause basically there's transportation.. there's two vans for bout 9 people? Oklah.. they went to my house too, although my parents are not in.. And Halik's house too.. met his family members again..after so long.. they are still the same, maybe except for Apiz, his bro.. the last time I saw him when he was in pri 4 or 5..and now.. he's so tall.. hehhehe.. the last house we went was in sembahwang, i was too tired and sleepy that i slept for a while.. I think we went back bout 3++am.. Me and Halik took a cab home cause his friend was still sleepy so we dun wanna trouble him to send us back.. anyway, it's near with woodlands, so the fare wasn't that much anyway..
Today I just came back from work in kinderland, it's just for a few hours and i supposed to some back later at 4pm till 7pm.. i guess i better go home now, wanna sleep some more.. till sleepy.. Till then diary.....

I'm Back to work...

2004-11-16T14:49:00.000+08:00

Yup.. i'm back to both jobs, I'll be starting coffee bean this sun. Can't really wait, cause I really miss preparing breakfast and other beverages.. Gee.. Me and Halik goes on fine till now, but i think there's kinda slightly misunderstanding between him and my friends, oh well.. that could be settled tho'. Last two days was Hari Raya, and I was kinda excited cause.. it's Hari Raya? Lame..lame.. Not exactly laa.. basically cause I could meet up with my cuzzies and also my dad.. I really missed him, Still remember he wanted to matchmake me with his friend's son, but I've told him that I got a bf already.. hee..hee.. never mind la.. I'm still happy with Halik.. The night before raya was really busy.. when I came down to geylang with my bf and his friends, yanie and sofian were there too.. And I think I reached home bout at 5am? Early right?! hahhahhaha.. I've got quite a number of invitations this month, some are open houses, and one of my good friends is getting married.. Time really flies really fast isn't it? To me, I'm chilled.. still got my career to concentrate with. Maybe I'll be getting married in 3 years time? I hope it's not too old isn't it? Oklah let's not talk bout it.. Wat else? I dun know why whenever I wanted to update my blog in the cybercafe.. i will keep forgetting wat to type, but when i reahed home.. it's like there a lot of stories that i need to write about.. Gosh!! That always happen!! Alright then..I'll update another time then.. Chiaoz...

Life will never be the same again.....

2004-11-05T17:44:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy.. I mean like having my own life here..DUhh.. Can't wait to meet the chatters from KITA2 tomorrow, we gonna break fast togather and I'm bringing Halik along.. Hmm.. Yesterday, I went to sofian's place to make some kuihs, oh well, it tens to be hard when we tries after we break fast.. Gee..!! Yanie meet us at sofian's place then we met Halik at Kovan mrt.. We decided to break fast at Compass Point, at Banquet.. oklah not bad... Halik send me home and well, nothing much happened, we talked for a while.. laughing here and there.. taking photos with his bro's LG handphone.. I really enjoy myself yesterday despite having problems at home.. Ge.. i think I got to rush now.. late to meet the rest for break fast.. right.. laterr....

I think I'm in Love?!!

2004-11-03T21:02:00.000+08:00

Geee..where should i start? I've met someone whom I loved 6 years ago, and started back the relationship where we stopped... Goshh...Hmm.. I got the pic of us where yanie took it for us.. He met me when I'm still having my poxies.. and that very night we watched Shark's Tale.. It was damn cute and funny!!!

Yup.. his name is Halik, Abdul Halik.. He was my first love and I hope his my last love as well.. Aawww.. I still remember that I asked for a break up for some lame misunderstanding between us.. Gee.. I dun quite remember why, but Halik does.. he still remembered it all!!! He'll be the one who recalled everything during our past relationship..and it was so funny that I could still remember some of it.. and believe it or not, that he still keeps all my 29 letters that I wrote to him.. Is that sweet?!! We actually got to know from some Live ad on teletex.. something like that la...gee... so, yup.. we've changed, buit there's od things in us that we find that we are still the same as last time.. Alright.. I'll write more bout him agian next time.. got to rush... and Halik if you are reading this, just wanna tell you that I Love You!!!

Getting Better?!

2004-10-28T17:20:00.000+08:00

Oh well, here I am again... at the cyber cafe.. with Yanie Bitch beside me playing that irritating noisy CS thingy!!! I miss my kids.. miss them a lot!! thought of visiting them.. but yeah.. since I'm having this C.P... mybe once I'm fine I'll visit them!!! I miss them the way they called my Miss Sya.. gee..I think I'm getting better , i guess.. no more itch but yanie told me that the poxies are getting more and more on my back.. Gee... And the "ibu" on my head!!! Gosh... it hurts!!! Yeah... Hm.. Wat else.. I got the pics ready... Actually these pics are taken with Nazra's digicam.. Have a look at them...

I'M C.P. POSITIVE!!!

2004-10-26T15:59:00.000+08:00

It's Chicken Pox alright!!! I must be affected by my kids in school.. damn!!! I'm in pain. suffering.. having itch here and there.. nearly every part of my body!!! Goshh!!! And the whole medication cost me $70!! Damn expensive some more... Nothing much hapen except for the concert!! the whole was great fun!! Fantastic!!! I like the grand finale.. that was the best with confftti falling from above and that spark thingy.. kinda disappointed cause some of my friends can't make it to the concert, my these people.. i mean my bandmates.. they really cheer me up.. they are so much funny and cool.. Gosh i was very excited the other night!!!After all the practices and rehearsals... Now I'm waiting for the upcoming Hari Raya performance at Istana.. I think it should be open to public if I'm not wrong.. Wat else... Hmm.. I'll be bored for these two weeks with no work and band practices.. Looks like I'll just have to rest at home.. Take care peeps.. Love and miss you guys!!!!

Wat A WeekEnd.

2004-10-18T17:13:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happened these few days since i last type my post.. gee.. as usual I'm at the cybercafe to checkout some of my e-mails and updates certain things online.. Hmm.. wat else, now I'm just back from work but dun think i'll be long here as I'l be breaking fast at home, gotta help mom to prepare the food beforehand too.For me fasting month doesn't make much difference.. just a bit thirsty tat's all.. gee.. i can still control my smoking habit...for the day..ONLY!!! hahhahha..but of course i'll smoke after "buka".. LOL.. But my life.. I'm still confuse bout certain things.. but I'm trying to take things slow.. trying my best.. oh ya.. bout this sun concert..kinda excited bout it.. hope everything goes fine!!! alright guys.. catch up with you another day.. take care, remain bitchy always!!! Love you all.. MUackZ!!!

Hope things won't get too worked out like this one!!!!! Guys.. wat more you expect from them!!!! hahaahahhahaha

I'm Back!!

2004-10-14T18:24:00.000+08:00

Hi people.. how are u guys?!!! Oh yes.. my pc still down.. something wrong with the internet acess or something. gee.. hey, been more than a month since i last update my blog tho.. and there a lot of things happening in my life... it would be too long if i were to type out the whole thing in here, and now i'm in the cyber cafe just to update my blog and check my e-mails and stuff... gee.. and oh well, how am i to explain... in this whole month away from the pc, i've been very emotional.. happy, sad, angry, crazy.. erkk crazy in love.. hahhahaha..kidding la..
Alright...alright..wat had happened? Let's see... My upcoming concert coming soon.. very soon.. it's next sun!!! If guys wanna catch it the tix wil be @ $15 at UCC NUS on 24/10/2004 at 8pm.. call me if you guys need the tix.. it's running low now..
Oher than that..hmm.. nothing much.. I went out with Hafiz that day on tuesday if I'm not wrong.. just for a movie and dinner.. he bought my concert tix as well.. can't wait to see him again.. errkk i mean.. it's nice meeting him. gee..hahahaha.. he's a sweet guy i can say.. *blush*
I met yanie just now, she's playing pool with her sis in the next room... It've been quite long since I last met her... miss her too...she got a new look of hers.. if u guys wanna know.. we'll meet one day.. hhahaha. well, i'm gonna change my look too.. but it's gonna be a surprise!!! gee...

New job,new me?!

2004-09-14T14:48:00.000+08:00

Gee.. as you know that i have a new job workin as an asst teacher in the kindergaten somewhere in the neighbourhood.. kinda relaxing ok..oklah.. not tat fun but love those kids!!! but to be frank, one thing bout doing this job is that we'll have to go to the toilet like more than 5 times.. in a day there are 3 classes, and for a class, there'll be bout 3-4 toliet breaks... oh my.. let's say bout more than 10 times in the toilet.. gee..To yanie if you are reading this, here are the pics taken during ida's birthday...with hert collegues at rochor..

Ida and collegues

BaD & GooD...

2004-09-12T01:39:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. I actually work in the morning, then go for band practice and then to ida's b'day chalet at costa sands.. before proceeding there, my sandal slipped off cause my fren step on it.. and i was like screaming.. just dunno wat to do next, wat am i gonne wear now?! Gee..But again luckily darren got a sport shoe in his bag and i was like wearing sofian's sandal and sofian wearing darren's sport shoe.. so it wasn't a bad day after all.. yeah we went to the shalet and it was like.. fun.. saboing ida with cream cake+honey+butter+hershey chocolate syrup.. hahhahha since no flour and butter right, so i make up my own recipe.. hehehhe hope she likes it.. me and sofian was like rubbing on her face.. gosh!! i will also scream if i were in her shoes.. erkk.. my police guys whom she invited.. they were kiuutt!!! ok..oklah..all bikers.. and coincidently i knew her so called boyfriend.. last time..i think back in 1999? yeah..somewhere there la.. hehehe.. we had fun.. me and indra was like having a chicken feast challenge.. we eat up i think bout more than 5 chickens straight.. erkk..it wasn't tat bad somehow.. but yeah.. the whole night was cool.. Btw, once again if you are reading my blog.. Happy 21st B'day Ida!!!

pic taken at ida's birthday chalet

a vogue one..aww i loikee!!

I'm FeeLiNg BeTTeR Now,,

2004-09-11T06:34:00.000+08:00

Gee.. I'm feeling a bit better now.. after talking to my best frens and also writing my diary few days ago.. actually i really mean it when i wrote it, although I was angry tat time.. sorry for all those vulgarities.. erkk.. for that one i dun mean too.. I mean maybe i just wrote it cause i wasn't really in a good mood.. three days ago had dinner with my collegues at lot 1 pizza hut..i enjoyed myself and we kinda get to know each other better than last time.. gee.. i'll post some pics taken on tat day below..As for today, i'm going to work now, then to band practice and maybe to my fren's b'day at pasir ris chalet. Hmm.. I heard there'll be quite a number of yummy guys from the police force will be comin.. hee hee.. can wash eyes.. oh well..you know i know la.. oklah till here then, get back when I'm home..

some of the collegues working in CBTLTop: zaid, aidil, ermaBottom: anuar, amy, me, lasrin

GeT A LiFE!!!

2004-09-05T22:54:00.000+08:00

Oh come on.. just had a talk with my stepdad.. telling me to plan for my life kinda thin.. mixing with wat kinda friends.. you know wat i mean.. my mom was there too.. i dun mind if he wanna tell me off.. it's ok.. make himself relieved.. I am not, but still, no one bothers anyway.. I know I'm 22.. and to whoever reading this.. yes.. I'm telling everyone that I'm a divorcee... So? I mean I'm getting a life here.. I'm not a person whom got divorced and just hide herself in her room doing nothing!!!! Come on!! Grow up.. I've still got better things to do out here!!! Wat the fuck!! So wat oher people might say bout my status?! I dun give a DAMN!!! Fuck it!!! Yes I have my plans for my future... I will lead my own life sooner or later mybe in a year's time, by then.. i won't cause anymore trouble to my family, espcially my parents... oh well... I'm getting a life here.. and i'm getting old.. Duhhh.. currently I'm working, playing in an orchestra, having lots of friends.. look a divorcee can lead a NORMAL LIFE, mind you!!!!! And that's wat i've been doing now!!!! Just wait and see..hey, I'm not trying to show off or something.. i mean this is my life, and i choose my friends..and they love me..wat more do i need? I dun need to get married and live a fucking life!!!! I dun need a boyfriend who just wanna fuck and play around with my feelings!!! NO!!! I'm just being myself.. whether you like it or not.. I have feelings and this is how I feel... For those whom kinda shocked when you read this.. hey, I'm not lying to anyone.. It's just that I wanna lead a normal life just like everyone else... Wat you wanna say bout me, being a slut or being bitchy(well, I love being bitchy actually..gee) or being indecent.. say watever you wanna say.. I mean make sure you have evidence or otherwise fuck OFF!!! Those whom are close with me knows me better.. Indeed, my close frens are the ones whom give me a new life, makes me happy, makes me laugh..although shit happened to me.. Look I'm controlling my feelings and anger just because of them..I just can't live without them.. especially to yanie and sofian.. thanks for everything.. you are my best pals ever!!!! I love you guys!!!!

My STrEsS ReLIeVeD

2004-09-05T13:52:00.000+08:00

Wat a relief yesterday.. I was enjoying myself the whole day.. Work was fine, there was no breakfast slam or somethin.. then sofian came to my workplace waiting for me... I was kinda shocked when i saw him..then after work he brought me to watch garfield.. It was so funny and cute!!! We met up yanie and my cuz, lydya... for another movie..anaconda!! It was great as well.. So, after the movie, we went out dinner at bugis,, yeah the place again.. the food was still good as before. We rested for a while wondering where to go next.. cause i'm not going home for sure, although i'm still with my coffee bean attire.. hahhahahha..Alright..alright.. we bought some drinks at 7-11, thinkin of chilling at the esplanade, but again.. we left with little time, we had "singapore sling" at one of the pubs somewhere in a hotel nearcity hall.. That was yummy... After that we moved on to some seats near the mrt station so that we could at least catch the last train.. on and on and chatting and drinkin.. i had fun.. although sofian dun drink but.. he had fun as well..i'm so glad my cuz, best fren and my bro getting on so well together.. they are great!! oh ya.. it was already 12am so we proceed to the train..unluckily.. yup we missed the last train.. so we decided to take NR home..walking towards the bus stop..checkin out wat NR to take to proceed to our individual homes.. So.. we tot of chilling for a while again.. we went down to boat quay.. but as we walking down we getting tired..especially me.. still having my cramps.. so tired and a little tipsy i can say.. walking straight towards trhe bus stop and wait for our NRs.. yanie and I took the bus first..sayin goodbye to both of them.. and we sleep throughout the journey to woodlands.. gee.. I reached home bout nearly 2am..my bro's still watchin tv.. so i just bathe and had a chat with one of my fren..till bout 4am i gues.. cause i was asleep halfway thru the chat.. hahhahaha and here i am.. just woke up at this very time..wish could turn back time and enjoy every single moment with them again.....

Life's FuLL Of SHiT!!

2004-09-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

It's my off day today..well, everything was fine at first, till I got kinda a tiff with my parents..It's not tat serious only that parents might be a bit over. Oh well, I skipped my band practice today basically because of this.. and anyway I'm havin my mensuaration cramps.. Gosh.. this week is just not my week.. fucking lame with fucking shit happened!!! i dunno.. sometimes i feel as if i'm just good for nothin?! Oh well..it's just that.. sometimes you can't always be good to people.. It may hit back on you real bad? I've experienced this lots of times.. I dunno.. I feel ashamed of myself for not makin the right decisions.. WHen i started to feel that, I'll go mad, when I am mad, anything can happen.. i mean, I'll start doing foolish things.. or just throw my handphone against the wall kinda thin...Life's unfair..really unfair..furthermore people.. I dunno whether it's just me or other people..I hate myself..and i hate my life..

2004-08-29T02:19:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. How's today? I'm feeling fine just a bit tired, maybe because of work this mornin..It was damn busy oh well, my manager wasn't really in a good mood and yeah all of us got scolded by her.. Gee..I'm not surprised so i dun really take it too hard. Hmm..wat else...? Bout tat thin few days ago, i've just forgotten bout it.. let's not remember bout the past.. oh well, actually I'm tryin to change the new me.. yeah have my new name and tot of changing myself for good!! Erkk i'm not trying to say that I'm a bad girl but gee.. you know.. just being less naughty.. hehehhe wat difference does it makes anyway?! Hahahhahaha.. alright..alright I'm serious.. I wanna change for good.. in sense like no smokin, drinkin, clubbing and bad stuff like that!! Can I? Ouhh my..Am I punishing myself or wat? I dunno... I'm so confused bout of life.. I uncertain and insecure of my life.. Nearly everything that I've decided to do turned out to be no good.. How am I gonna explain this?! Erkk.. you dun understand..I dun even know what I want in life!!! I hate myself..hate myself for not havin self confidence and not being firm!! Oh my.. sometimes i can't let my anger out. I dun dare to.. am i being normal? I mean..yeah i have feelings so does everyone, but i would rather let ppl scold me then me scolding them.. I really feel bad when i let my anger to someone else, especially to someone whom I love..like my mom especially..I still remember where I did voiced out and so called letting out my anger to her.. and she's kinda feel disappointed bout it, so i ask for forgiveness after that.. just because of her nags and stuff wat moms always like to say.. gosh.. never been good in the mouth.. ..
you know somethin...sometimes I feel good enough cause I have someone who love me too.. like my family and friends and cuzzies, and u know..i love them too.. I had somethin in my mind just now.. it's like I can't imagine myself getting married.. Gosh.. I think that's the worst thing ever happen to me.. never!! I'm not getting married for sure...It's not that i dun trust love or somethin, it's just that I dun think we have to get married when we're in love.. i mean marriage isn't just about love, whether in short or long term.. it's just that u have other and lots of commitments to do, a lot of responsibalities.. Oh well, wat can i say.. i will always keep somethin in mind whenever I'm havin a relationship.. gee.. believe it or not.."I may love you, but how can you sure that I'm gonna love you for long?" Changes happen, remember? I dunno why i'd never have a good relationship with men.. do i get sick with men easily? I'm not sure bout that..but once again, I have difficult times to break someone else's heart.. I dun wanna do that, it's such a sin, but what more can i do? I did not love him anymore..i rather not cheatin on him...
So once again.. trying my best to change myself for better.. and hmm.. try not to fall in love easily.. and... come on.. GET IT LIFE!!! erkk gee.. i like that line.. LoL..

2004-08-26T00:49:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling kinda sad today, well i dunno how to explain.. it's just tat sometimes i feel so ugly! wat's wrong with me?! Wat more do men expect from me? i know i'm not pretty, not sexy, not slim.. but so? wat the fuck?!
I like being myself.. i make people laugh, make them happy..I have faith in myself..i believe in myself.. Dun fool us women anymore.. we have feelings too..!! I believe in love but why it doesn't turn out to be right? Sometimes love may be complicated..but love may be easy and fun and loving and romantic..just like in Cinderella movie.. nevermind tat, wat do u know bout tat anyway? Wat i'm tryin to say here is..just do anything u want as long u happy but please stop hurting people around you..Tat's a sin.. to God and to yourself..

2004-08-24T01:42:00.000+08:00

Oh well, welcome to my new look.. i mean my new blog's look! I hope it's fine with others who read it, the music, the pictures and of course wat's i'm writing about.. I just watch A WAlk To Remember acted by mandy moore, the actor, i'm not too sure, but he's kinda cute tho'.. Erkk hehehhehe.. alright i'm so touched when i watched it. A romantic movie indeed... I still remember bout the description of love wrote by "jamie's"(mandy moore) late mom:

Love is always patient and kind.

It is never jealous.

Love is never boastful or conceited.

It is never rude or selfish.

It does not take offense and is not resentful.

Love takes no pleasure in other people's sin,

but delights in the truth.

It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope,

and to endure whatever comes...

2004-08-20T16:41:00.001+08:00

WAt the hell is goin on here?!!! Come on la guys.. and this nameless "thing" or sumone.. If you are still not satisfied, you can call me and even meet me in private wat's up with u?! and just who the hell are u?! WAt the fuck! oh gosh... I'm damn fucking tired.. and get irritated by this fucking techno song!!!! And whenever i wanna change, my pc lagged!! Arghhh.. STRESSS!!!! Watever it is.. I just came back from work now, tired, sleepy, and now going to bed..i'll update tonight!!!..later...

Of me taken last night during our sectionals..hehehe

2004-08-14T20:18:00.000+08:00

Wat a day... after work at 1pm, I went home straight... having some rest, thought of going out later, but decided to stay home with my mom, since my stepdad going out fishing, but when i woke up just now, she's still not home yet!!! Gishh.. She called me and said that she'll be home late..what the..alright I'm not angry, but if i would have known earlier I'll go out too, maybe at this time I'm already at tanjong pagar watching the OMS performance!!! Now I'm fucking bored at home, luckily my server's ok now, at least there's something that i could do!! Sigh.. Now I'll have to wait till my mom comes home, she thought of buying me dinner, but i've already eaten..I was fucking hungry and i make myself a chicken burger. But whatever it is... I hope this song in my blog is fine with everyone who peeps in. Well, I'm still considering another song, but it's not in the list! I'll think bout other alternatives then.. Got to go.. and people, thanks for taggin.. later...

2004-08-14T00:59:00.000+08:00

It've been nearly a week since i last wrote my blog, Oh well.. been kinda bust with work and orchestra basically..Gee.. So I've not much time to update my blog or even check my e-mails.. Hmm.. whoever this "U-Fat-Biatch" is.. oh gosh another loser.. people like these..please stop waste your god damn fucking time dirtying my blog! wat the.. So lame sia.. bout the break-up thing is bet me and shah..so?! does that concerns you? No?! SHOO!!!
Oh my.. can't be botheredd with this kinda irritating behaviour slut! watever.. Where did i last stop? Oh ya.. i went to celebrate yanie's b'day at paradigm..it was great..got a bit tipsy tho'! ERkk... I've started ny job and it was like.. i love working there, it's only tat it's kinda tired, but who really cares, i've still gotta work! Well, at least I've got something better to do and pays me, not like some other people who likes to waste their fucking time doing those fucking shit!
Gee..sorry for the improper language... hehhhehe just trying to express my feelings..cause i'm a human got feelings not like some other human behaving like an animal, no feelings at all!!! I'm not surprised to see these kinda people anyway.. ok..got to go, catch some sleep.. got to WORK tomorrow..take care peeps..chiaoZzzz

2004-08-07T17:01:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. it've been quite sometime I'm not online..a lot of thing happening.. Oh well, yeah I've broke up with Shah.. let's not talk about it.. Life have to go on anyway..wat else..I've already got a job at Coffee Bean at...erkk tat one for me to know and for you to find out!!
Bout this "sumeone" GET A LIFE U IRRITATING BASTARD! Wat a LOSER!!! I dun give a damn, but thanks for you honest comments.. And look my friends know me better than you do so... SHOO!!!!
It's yanie's 18th birthday tomorrow!! And we'll be going paradigm tonight!!! I'm gonna enjoy myself and get myself drunk!! But dun worry guys, I'm not gonna have one night stands or something.. just getting kinky!! Hahahhahahhaa..watever.. alright got to get ready now..later.. and guys keep on tagging i'll find myself to update my blog!!!!

Me & Yanie..

2004-07-17T14:18:00.000+08:00

Jerk, DumbAss, Irritating Bastard, User, Sweet Talker, Mother Fucker!!! Gee..that's a relief!! That describe bout MEN! Ya...ya..all guys are the same and tat's wat's all guys been telling me! And look wat they have done?! Fuck U all jerks!!! Get a life man!
You made me convinced that you like me.. sweet talk with me, it've been weeks although we've yet met. Calling me dear and those mushy things..gee.. After sometime, here you are sayin,"dear, i realli like u as a friend but i love someone else.." What the heck?!!! Fuck you la, irritating bastard!! Stop your innocent act and please if were to love someone else, make sure you treasure it and stop fooling her for God's sake!!!
" Is there out there who can hear
Anyone out there who can feel me
Anyone out there, is there anyone out there "

Melodie MC

2004-07-14T02:01:00.000+08:00

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2004-07-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

Today is just my bad day after all!!! Damn!!! I was in a hurry so i thought of taking 168 just at the bus stop in front of my block, but then the bus just went off so i decided to take 969 from the interchange although it may takes sometime but it stops till tamp interchange after all.. Sighh..on my way to the interchange just before i went down the esclator, i slipped and fell with my fat ass bumped on the slippery floor!! Fucking shit!! i was like "oww..oww.." Then a girl cam eto me and ask " are u ok?!" And i say la" YAHHH!!! Duhh!!" Gishh..wat a question to ask.. People started srrounded around me.. gish and oh yar i was blocking the esclator anyway so i'm really trying my best to stand up but i can't.. I was really in pain!! Goshh!!!There are bout few of the kind people..i can't really see their faces as i was concentrating the pain of my ass, they help me to stand..and ouchh that gotta hurts!! Gish.. That's kind of them.. And a young indian lady accompany me down to the interchange offering to buy me a drink which i refuse, cause i'm really late and anyway i've troubled them enough..Hee..hee..Then my bus came and lucky me, fir called me and i apologize to him that i'll be a bit late..cause i supposed to pass cd to him at tamp interchange.. My first time meeting him in person after so long we chat and had conf through the phone.. Not bad looking.. gee.. but dun stand a chance la.. hahhaha!! ok..ok enough of that..but this fat ass of mine still hurts!! It's kinda hard to me to sit or stand..or even lie down in my bed!! Can you imagine that?! Errkk..Now that i'm home, relaxing myself..still on my pc and chat as for normal unless i wanna lie down..pain sia!! I dunno, see la..if tomorrow still hurts maybe on mon i'll go see a doc but just hope that there'll be no injections pleasshh..it would be a NIGHTMARE!!!!!!

2004-07-10T11:27:00.000+08:00

Arghhh...very the stress!!!! Just because I can't get any fucking job!!! Irritating bastard!! I'm really extremely BROKE!! Now it's just so hard for me go out, to band practices or even meet up my frens!! Fuck it!! Ask my mom?! Gish..She's not really kinda happy with that! Haiyah!!!!!!!! ARGHHH!!!!! Damn!!! Wat's wrong with me? Can't even get a job!!! Useless sia!!!! I dun care.. This comin mon i'm working back at 7-11 at hougang, not at the same place but at another branch!! Although the pay it's like $3.50 with an allowance of $10 for night shift..kinda fucking low isn't it?! But i'm fucking dun care..cause it's rather than no money at all!! It's really tough on me sia!!!!!!Help........What should I do?!!

2004-07-08T01:10:00.000+08:00

Our pic(my clan)15mins before concert GEMILANG:

From left: Sofian(Our big brudder), Nazra(crazy minah), Farinah(our soloist for the concert), Me(vougue as usual!hahahha), Farihana(the gothic wednesday addams)and hmm oh yar..aizuddin(wat can i say bout him..undescribable...hahahhaha)

2004-07-07T13:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. we had a conf as usual last night till bout 3am, then talked with another friend of mine till bout 4+am, had my morning bath, then sahur..then sleep..oh yar..it've been bout 3 days in a row i've been fasting.. so now left with 4 more days and i'm done!! No more hutang!! hehehe.. Ater sahur i smoke for a while, then go to sleep..till someone called me and say that i could start a job this afternoon, but the thing is that this factory job is afternoon shift, from 3-11pm and it's like 6 days per week..gosh!!!! I paused for a while.. speechless.. In my thoughts keep asking, how bout my band practice?! oh my.. at first i decided to take up the job but.. sigh..must i sacrifice my band.. (think again) NO!!!!!!!!!!!! I cannot..alright! So I called back and say I can't take up the job, giving some lame excuse that I'm having night classes every tuesday and friday..gee!!till now I keep wondering if wat I decide is good for me?! I'm really desperate..desperate of wanting a stable job...gee

2004-07-04T15:13:00.000+08:00

Hmm..yesterday was my concert and although it might be a bit loud, the audience give us some compliments..Gee..oh well, there are some mistakes here and there tho'..ooppss! Hee hee.. Got back from concert me and firdaus..ehemm.. this firdaus is one of the bandmembers..well, got to know that he live just across the street and since then i always go back with him unless he's going back to camp. Bout him oklah, he can be talked to..oh well, kinda surprised cause he say he dun have a single friend living here..although he have lived in woodlands longer than me..So i welcome him and say,"Let me be your first new neighbour and friend in woodlands" hehehhe.. oh yarr.. we went for so called supper at BK.. then we walked home togather till the traffice and go on our own way..Gee...when i came back home last night, I just throw my bags one side on my pc..check some mails.. then sofian called me, just chatting bout the concert and some irritating bastards in the band..wat do u expect from sec school studentss..DUHHH!!! Oh well, we talked till i was really asleep, and i told him that i was sleepy already..cannot tahan!!When i woke up, it's already 4.30am..wow..tat's late... trying to search who's online to chat with.. but most of my friends are offline already, damnn.. got la one or two..just chat till bout six and i slept again till 12.30pm... heehee..and now, sianzz..my room still in a mess..but lazy to clean. gishh..see la maybe later!

2004-07-02T03:52:00.000+08:00

Gee...It have been quite sometime since i write my blog..So wat's new? Let me see.. this week me kinda busy with my upcoming concert this sat..Hope everything goes fine.. The disappointing thing is that no one in my family comin to watch my first concert with OMS(Belia)..Gee..very disappointing.And it's like the invitation is strictly for family members..and not friends..gee..I'm feelin so f**ked up!! This is one of the three reasons that I've been thinkin bout for this week.. Another thing is bout work..I've yet still found a job..not a single pathetic damn job!!!! Wat The F**K! Gishh.. And the last thin is bout my love life..It SUCKS as usual.. gee..i'm so uncertain.. although it might not be as important as i could see.. but at times i do feeling lonely..very..very.. Gishh.. Wassup with men nowadays?! Are you guys just wanna have fun out there?! Fuck u all!!!! Son of a B**ch!!
Gee..oh well, i'm so sorry..i mean i dun mean to..it's like gish..did i said that? Erkk.. Wadeva' Me, myself kinda confused on accepting men's love..i know they were just trying to fool women around and they'll just spit us out just like that..And there we are..harmless women dirtied by men on the floor, with people thought that we are trash and they'll step on us!!!
Wat the.. wat am i saying? Oh my...I'm just stressed up i gues.. gotta chill abit..gishh. Oh well, me got to go..still chatting in irc..later...

2004-06-23T12:19:00.000+08:00

Oh well bout yesterday..i accompany one of my close friend to court..have to pay fine or something..it really take hours..but i just waited..sleepy also have hungry also have.. Gee wat kinda english i'm using.. alright..i did not go for band practice for this.. The court session finished at about 8.30pm. Then we went to padang just to chill.. my friend is still not fine after the hearing.. We bought some drinks and chips and enjoy listening to linkin park outside since we dun have any tickets.. well, at least there's a big screen for us to see them!! And they are like AWESOME!!! Cool man..i enjoyed the concert very the much..reached home bout 11++pm.. but the thing is..I'm kinda worried why a friend of mine from the band wouldn't wanna talk to me..Dun tell me he's already fast asleep last night at only 1150pm? Hmm.. Even when I sms him he did not reply.. wat wrong did I do sia? Maybe it's just me..I just love my friends.. and i need time for them..and i do favours for them if they need me to.. but once they are angry.. I felt hopeless.. Tak sampai hati pon aderr.. Haizz..Gee.. I dunno..I'm so confused!!!Just let me be alone.....

2004-06-21T05:46:00.000+08:00

Erkk..just send my younger bro off by the front gate..I can''t go further..my parents will be sending him down..cause his friend will be fetching him to the airport. Gee..it's fast..he's off to canada for some ice/roller hockey training. Damn..can't believe I'm crying right now.. 2 weeks..damn..I dun even think I could live with it for a day!!! Who am i gonna ask for cigarette if I left no more, who am i gonna watch the latest movie which I've d/l in the pc? Oh well, this morning few hours before he went off, we watched garfield the movie..Cool!Funny! We really enjoyed the show!! Oh gosh bro..I'm gonna miss you, miss you very, very much!! Let's hope he'll have a safe journey there and come back safely too.. The main thing hope he'll take care and enjoy himself there.. I love you bro...

2004-06-20T12:26:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh...last night was like a nightmare!!! I think I was drunk, oh well..i drank bout 15 glasses in all of vodka and bourbon!! Gee..I dunno how come I drink a lot..Erkk..And I dun even know who I dance with..and my friends pull me over and I remember that I told them I wanna go home..cause i know i'm not stable tat's for sure!!!! And i remember I took a cab for $20 to woodlands.. Gee..but on the way home, the cab driver bought me a packet of coffee for me to cool down..Gee tat's nice of him.. And we talked..but I can't remember what actually we talked about..he then drive me home to my block and send me to the lift!! I try my best to walk straight in case my parents are still awake,but when i open the door, there's only my brother who was still wacthing tv outside.. So, i dun really care bout that..I had a warm bath and sleep still with my contact lenses on and also my make up..I forgot to clean up my make up..I was too exhausted..walked myself to bed and prepared two plastic bags in case i'll trow up..and yes i did after a while..And my head still spins!! gee.. wat's up with me last night!!!! I just so embarrassed of myself for being so stupid drinking a lot!!! Really and i dun even know if i did something stupid last night!!! I think this will be my last time going clubbing, no more...clubbing, no more drinking!!! Very paiseh towards my friends and some of my good friends.. If they are reading this, I would like to apologize for the inconvenience last night, and if I really trouble them so much...I'm so sorry..

2004-06-19T12:43:00.000+08:00

Gee.. last night we had a conference till bout 6.30am this morning..but as usual i was asleep now and then, but i could still hear their voices..It was great, we talked about...what did we talked about again? Hm.. Can't remember right now..but there was a lot of things to talk about..Errkk..I really can't wait for tonight, going hendrix with the chatters!!!.. I dun think I'll be going for TP alumni band practice.. Reason..dunno, just not comin, i guess.. Tiredlah..still not enough sleep..check this pic out..i like this one!! You know la anything concerns bout mermaid..

2004-06-17T12:35:00.000+08:00

Gee..me just woke up!! Can't believe we been conferencing till bout six plus in the morning..Damn!! LoLz but I enjoy the conference..Till i feel asleep..hee hee as usual!! Oh yeah, james msg me in msn asking for a patch thing, but i do not want it! It's just that bout james..well, i rather not talk bout it..
Oh well, for today..i dun think i'll be going out..till in the evening cause as usual OMS practice..Gosh!! I've not update the invitation yet.. Got to go and do it now..later!!!!

2004-06-16T13:00:00.000+08:00

Gee.. today i just drp at cathay causeway point just to ask for a job..hope i'll get it cause i'm kinda desperate for jobs.. later no job, no money, then no money cannot go out with friends liao. So see lah..if get good if not..erkk..gotta find more jobs!!!

2004-06-14T12:40:00.000+08:00

Gee..I dunno why I feel like wanna bitch around.. I dunno why!! I wanna..wanna tear men's hearts as deep as possible!! They deserve it! F**k them all!! Yeah... Take their money $$$ and dumped them!! Cool!!!
Hey wait a min..this is just so NOT ME!! Hahahaha I'm not like that la..but it's just that it's only an expression..Gee..nothing much!! Hee hee..Like real! Actually I've got nothing else to do..Laterrr...

2004-06-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

Today i had fun in the police academy family fair..get to take some rides and the motorbikes stunts..they were SUPERB!!!! Fantastic!! Food?! Sucks..but there seemed to have a lot of food stalls tho. Then we actually supposed to have a gathering in the afternoon..ahhh i dun feel like talking bout that!! Makes me more frustrated!!! Later...

2004-06-13T08:02:00.000+08:00

Oh my..i dunno whether i was drunk yesterday..i could almost forget bout wat happened last night.. i know me and kits2 chatters went to town and walk then esplanade to watch the OMS show, and then we went clubbing.. yeah we had drinks and it's free flow anyway..it's at hendrix. i think i went back at 12 and that time one of our friends already got drunk and za send him home. Me? i was still waiting for my bus but my fren hailed a cab for me. She keep negotiate with each driver cause i'm left with $15. I know i'm not that drunk cause i can still walk..but yeah maybe not really walking straight! I was really ashamed of myself actually cause i neva been that situation before.. Yeah..worst still the taxi driver is a malay uncle..but he did not say anything bout my situation..i was really lying back on the back seat..When i reach home i had a bath and sleep.. that's all that i could remember..Damn.. wat a night!!!

2004-06-12T04:41:00.000+08:00

wat a day... i just bought this headphone cum mic thing. just for msn.. but it turns out that the mic is not in use!! Gee..it sucks.. it is taking from 9pm till now at bout 0315 and i'm still working on this DAMN mic!!! ok..ok..i'm chilled..i'm chilled.. furthermore there's no band tomorrow..arghh..it's gonna be bored!! it's on sat!!i have to go out..enjoying myself!!! Ok..bout the mic, it's ok now..and the time now is 0335am..gee..so long to figure that out since just now!!! have to go to advanced mic options and stuff.. wat the FUCK!! luckily there's momo..my friend.. and momo's friend dunnola wat's his name..whose voice is quite hensem..i liokkee!!! hahahahaha

2004-06-10T09:52:00.000+08:00

I went for the OMS meeting yesterday, basically bout our upcoming concert on 3rd July. I'm supposed to be in charge of the invitation with another friend of mine.. Well, it's done for approval now i guess.. Hope they'll like it! then we went for dinner at BK, well..me & sapiah had a little fun by playing at the fountain at bugis..people keep looking at us but who cares.. just wanna have fun!
Just another thing and i'm disappointed bout.. a close friend of mine will be leaving me, and he told me that there's nothing else here to lived on and most probably he'll be leaving for sydney early next year. Nothing else here? What bout me? I know we were very close last time...bout 3 years ago. But then I went missing, i mean i had my own life, but when i'm back..I looked everywhere for my friends, especially him.. I missed him a lot tho'..at last found his hp number but no longer in use! I was like trying my best to remember his house no, so i tried dialling, always was a wrong number but i did not give up..at last i got it, but he wasn't at home. There's where I noted his house number and called him the next day..there's where we contact back again and be close again as friends till now. maybe he wasn't convinced that we are really good friends..i felt hurt when he said that...very..very...

2004-06-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

Today i just pierce my right ear.. it was still red then.. nothing to do..gee..and now i'm trying really hard to pierce my nose by my own, kinda hurt tho'..

2004-06-08T13:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i went shopping with my cuzzies, we went bugis and i bought a t-shirt from NWO. Gee..cool can't wait to wear that and show it to my friends..it says..ah nevermind i'll let them see this sat. hmm...then we went to eat at tong sheng, and this time i eat laksa..it's so yummylicous! ater dinner we walked towards suntec and then marina..cool! but the walking part..ouhh my feet hurts.. i thought of having some drinks at boat quay but my cuzzie wanted to watch hindi movie so we went causeway point and watch HUM TUM.. it's cool. i like that! the show ended bout 1145pm and i asked my cuz to sleep at my place since it's already late..but her dad did not aloow her to. Gosh..my mom and her dad are siblings..so wat's up with that?!! Arghh..dunno wat's with old ppl nowadays.. it's not that they didn't know us or somethin!!! Gee..chill marie chill..

2004-06-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

Look at that!!! It is taken last night!!Beautiful isn't it?! I saw the moon on my way home actually..i was damn sian so i just looked up in the sky..and there i saw this beautiful moon.. i went home quickly took a bath and grab my step dad's digicam and took some snaps of it!! I went online and keep telling people that there's a full moon..and even show the pic which i took! Gosh it was exciting bout the moon..
Bout today..oklah..i went to my cuzz wedding it was good!! nice food met up with my other cuzzies..and chat for a while. Then i went to this fajar sec sch concert at vch. It was like urkk...I dun really enjoy myself hearing to them..and that cost $10!! It wasn't really as good as i've expected.. but hey it is their first concert after all..wat more do u expect? Duhh...still got more room to improve tho'.
And now..i'm back at home all alone, my parents are not back yet, my bro went for rollar hockey training..and me..eating some wedges which i've fried earlier on.. Got to catch some good shows on TV now..Laterr...

2004-06-04T11:31:00.000+08:00

Dun he just get it?!! Told him so, i dun wanna have anything got to do with him anymore..Gee..Damn!! Hmm.. let's not talk bout it..how bout the happening thing bout yesterday!!! Hahaha..i supposed to meet fadzil and sofian for dinner at PS..on my way there, skali someone tapped my shoulder..it was indra!!! AHHHHH...i thought who la.. so we meet together..i went to legal aid to reg to change my name in my new ic.. wat name?? That will be a surprise!!! kk..Then we had our dinner..and then go carrefour and but some drink and chips and we sat at the opp fountain and chill!! cool...it was fun!!! i can't believe i've been skipping OMS for this!! and we went back at nine.. we the charmed ones..in the power of three!! hahaha still remember that..i'm piper, indra's paige and sofian's phoebe..cool! when we were on the way to the train..they were like askin me to "freeze" those cute guys so that they could..erk..we'll see bout it!! "pheobe" will like see the person whether he's man enuff and "piper" supposed to "freeze" him and "paige"? she knows wat to do with him!! oh my...it was damn funny..we were like laughing in the station...they keep telling me to freeze that cute man in red and the one in white..and ..etc..
Gee.. today thought of going out but it's raining cats and dogs outside..erk...maybe later. k, gtg..later..

2004-06-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

Hmm... this is it!!!! My lovely BLOG!!! Happiness around me in here!!! I just love mermaid and YES I DO BELIEVE that mermaids EXIST!!!! How I wish I could be one!!! Swimming far away from the land..finding new friends..but hope won't kena eaten by the sharks!!! Wat the F***!! OK..ok... I've gone a bit far then... I just wanT FREEDOM!!! And not forgetting LOVE!!!!!

2004-06-01T17:16:00.000+08:00

I've think it over!!!!!!!!!! I want a change in myself! Maybe I should, be more serious this time, less jokes, more focused, and less social. I wonder how different I'm gonna be if I were to behaved like that? Hmm... I just wanna be fair to myself, not knowing the real me in the past. How I wish I could turn back time just like the movie called '13 going 30'. Oh god, make me lose my memory.. so that i won't be able to remember a thing and start afresh just like a baby or maybe not a baby..well at least after finished sec school would be better. Sweet 17, there's where it will be a good start isn't it? Oh damn it...i just wanna be an oridinary girl, smelling sweet roses and kiss the man whom I loved...

2004-05-31T09:07:00.000+08:00

Gee..thanks Ida for your advice.. Btw i've already tell him off bout this relationship(is this supposed to be a relationship or what?!!!) GEE...so no more worries now.. BUt I'm still waiting for someone tho'. I've long been waiting for him but...haizzz..
Oh yar, yesterday at last i manage to watch main hoon na, not so bad movie, a bit touchin tho'..yeah..yeah..I cried throughout the middle and end of the movie!! When my mom came home from some wedding, she asked me, "Have you vacuum the house yet? And fold the clothes?" And I was like,"Ahh...later mummy, this part touching..." I cried and cried.. and my mom was like,"make sure u do it after the movie!" Still sobbing I answered back,"ok..ok!!!!" What the...I hate being disturbed when i'm watching vcd. Cause i'm so lazy to pause it..so if u believe it or not..i've been sitting and lying on the floor throughout the 3 hours!!!!
So later i'm going tamp to my agent check out my cheque!! Where else..hmm..no idea. see lah. maybe meet up another friend of mine for lunch maybe.. Got to go and bathe now...
Later....

2004-05-30T01:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm..there's a lot of things happened today, i mean yesterday.. I was pissed off by my agen Kelly Services for not preparing my cheque, assuming that they have yet receive my time sheet which i've posted last mon...Damnn..I'll meet Kim on mon to settle bout it.. then in the afternoon as usual i went for my band practice, it was cool although there were bout say...8 of us, we still play some pieces tho'..
Later in the afternoon after band we had dinner at burger king and walked around tampines central...then to white sands, we had ice cream there. We chat till bout 9pm till my friend decide to go to pasir ris park and try out the "G-FORCE".so we went, kinda fun and exciting.. we took spins on the "G-FORCE" and the "PLATE", it was like OUHHH!!!!!!!! I LIOKEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! After that we went for a drink, everyone was like kept quiet and keep drinkin, guess we were really damn tired till we have nothin to talk bout.. especially me. I was really dizzy, feel like wanna puke and URghhh i can still feel my head spinning till now!!!
It's bout time to go home, where I nearly fell, but this time my left foot stepped into a small kinda drain hole..and OUCHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!That hurts alright!!! My friend send us back to tamp interchange to take a bus home, but when we reach there, i got to know that there's no bus going to woodlands back so this friend of mine, seeing me in this kinda so ke-lian condition, he borrowed me some cash to take a cab home.. Sweet of him... But when I got into the cab, the taxi driver asked me,"How come your boyfriend never follow you huh?" And i was like how i wish he is my bf...hahahhaha. Well i just told him that he's living nearby here..and guess wat?!! I've been telling him bout wat happen in pasir ris park where we havin our spins there..every single detail..hahhahahha very friendly driver indeed, and when i told him bout my foot he was like.."AIYO!!!!!! How come like that?" Hahahhahha Nothin to say already lor..
When i reach home, i threw up after had my warm bath, maybe because of the spins.. My foot still hurts.. will put some oilment later before it swells.. Oh ya..my so called bf sms me just now after 4 days missing in action. I actually replied to him that i wanna give up in this.. I dun think he's serious bout it and just call me if he wanna meet me... wat does he think i am!! ANd then again just as i've expected, he did not reply back to me!!! Wat a jerK!!!!!!!!!
Wat a day... I really enjoyed myself only that I dun really feel good... I think i'll sleep early later... very tired and my foot need a rest too... Laterrr...

2004-05-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hmm...today was my last day of work in JC Penny at crocodile house..yeah I love that job, but i too bad I am only a temp girl there. My boss will call me again if she needs me.
I was thinkin again bout my relationship, maybe it wasn't a boy girl relationship, it could be just a fling that's all!!! GEE!!!!!!!! I dunno, it's not so important to me anyway, all i need are my friends!!!!!!! I love my friends... they make me smile, laugh, or even cried....OF LAUGHTER with their bitcy jokes!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahaha...Cool!!!
Just now a friend of mine called me from KL, so happy to hear from him, oh yarr..btw we actually meet up in icq, then in msn, then he came down to singapore just to see me....(no la it was a joke!!! banyak cantik muka aku?!!!) hahahhaha..Yes he came down to singapore but..for business, he helped his father's business and initially he have to come here to meet his...bla bla bla. OK, then we met up this one fine day before he fly off to KL the next following day. We were like kinda tired after work, but we met up for dinner at bugis, and i let him try the fried fish soup noodle(MY FAV!!!!!!!!!) At first I thought he wasn't really enjoy the food, and wat he said was that the noodle are kinda slippy, and hard to just put it in the mouth...something like that laa... kuikuikui... He's cute (although not my type)... looks even better in person than in the photo. OK enough... But the thing bout this dear friend of mine is kinda lost for love... so someone, or anyone out there wanna know this guy maybe i could recommend him to you...
Gee.. I think I write a lot tonight, now it's time, time for me to watch main hoon na...sentimental, love, pyarr..mohabbat...ai...cinta...ok..ok watever.. gonna watch now then..Later...

2004-05-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

hmm...How's today? Nothing much happen, except for my so called boyfriend sms me saying that he'll be fetching me after work tomorrow.. and I was like anything.. I dun really know how my relationship goes with him. He's always in camp...weekends home, well, he could at least ask me out or something!!!!! Arghhh... I dunno how to explain...I wondered how busy he could be?!!! Well, fine let's not talk bout him!!! Thought of workin overtime today, but my boss ask me to go home and continue the rest tomorrow.. and i was like damnn..i could have earn a little more since i'll be working for another 3 more days..Gee.. went home cook fried mixed pasta for my family..although i'm the one eat most of it!!! Hahahaha..Then off i am to my room..checking my mails and stuff!!! Told you nothin much happen!!!!

IT'S ME, PUT3_DUYUNG

2004-05-23T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hi all... yup, this is all bout me! My life, my love, my career, my friends, my family, or even my own little secrets...

~~~DuYunG~~~~